Death naps.
Soon I will be out of drugs.
Reckless behavior incoming.
I’ve been trying to keep my chin up and see the point.
But I don’t. I’m pretty thrilled about mortality.
I was actually disappointed when I woke up.
I’m truly a sad person. Without the people around me that love & care, I might devolve into some tangled … thing. Covered in dirt using cardboard as a blanket.
My only excuse anymore is that I’ve drowned the good brain cells & fried what was left.
I don’t really want to do much with my life anyways.
Withering away, dying alone in my sleep in a hospice care center that reeks.
No one will visit me.
I’m lying if I say that doesn’t bother me. I’d like for someone to endure the smell of piss to say their goodbyes to me.

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