You and I liked the same movies.
I loved your taste.
I miss you so badly.
I did it – the ritual. The cord cutting spell. I made sure to protect our friendship. I suspect that’s why I still cry.
I just watched Eternal Sunshine.
Matthew….
I really believed we were soulmates. I believed that, as a hard working man, you would sadly die first.
I believed I would tell your story, your legacy, I would have been your loyal widow never to re-marry.
I would have worn your ring and never felt desire again. I’d have learned to knit, bake, sew, crochet….
You. Ten years my senior. Healthy lifestyle.
Me, reckless. My lifespan probably shortened by my vices.
We were meant to be perfect, the perfect couple.

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